PRAYER

Our lady of Useless Tears,

        Thine is my heart's best shrine.

I am sick with the gorging years,

        I am drunk with the bitter wine

Of having but cares and fears,

        Of knowing but how to pine.

It is useless to pray to thee,

        But my heart is full of pain.

Thy glance would be charity,

        Even if the look were disdain.

Give me that I may be

        A child like thine again.

My sense of me is all tears.

        I pity my heart too much.

O a cradle for my fears

        And the hem of thy garment to clutch!

O wert thou alive and near us,

        And thy hand a hand that could touch!

l do not know how to pray.

        My heart is a torn pall.

See how my hair grows gray.

        O teach my lips to call

On thy name night and day

        As if that name were all.

My fathers' faith doth rise

        To my lips this sick hour.

I pray to thee with mine eyes

        Rosaries of anguish. O dower

My soul.with a least sweet lies

        Of thy suffering son's power!

I have forgotten the taste

        Of faith, and ache for prayer.

My heart is a garden laid waste.

        O thy hand on my hair

Like a mother's hand let rest

        And let me die with it there!